To all you "disturbed" people

[mangoseed_89]

ok
hears what
if what i said was not disturbing
please contribute what is                    

[PapaSmurf]

you know what i find amusing? The same ppl who posted so sympathetically in the Hurt thread and the other manic depressive threads are now ready to crucify their fellow gamerz in this one......Look at hypocrisy nah.                    

[androsovic]

I find smurf should call names.                    

[QDizzle]

goes back in archives for hurt thread me in see dat one ah going and make dem out                    

[androsovic]

Ah,a word from the man QDizzle                    

[~*Ashiee*~]

you know what i find amusing? The same ppl who posted so sympathetically in the Hurt thread and the other manic depressive threads are now ready to crucify their fellow gamerz in this one......Look at hypocrisy nah.

smurf sadky das true

but that is something we have to deal with in every walk of life

hypocrisy is rampant                    

[Evangelion_01]

scaR...yuh clueless. Some of us are admins because we actually work and make a real effort to maintain GATT and the GATT website...not because we want the responsibility of cleaning up the messes in this forum.

Anyway.

The \"disturbed\" folks aren't actually suicidal. Suicidal people does do what they threaten to do...not whine and sputter while people waste sympathy on them.

And Eva...don't flatter yourself.  

Just because some people are able to find happiness in what little good things life has given them doesn't make them sheep.

Aye man. FIRST thing. I NEVER called anyone a sheep eh. All I said is that society today gets boring sometimes and you hafta make your own excitement. I don't bash NOBODY for what their life is like or the way they live. Life gives you happiness at points-yes I agree-but there are times you hafta make your own.

Nuff props to you if you can find pleasure in life without having to make your own excitement.

Good for YOU.

My life gets boring at points and I change my attitude to make it a little exciting.

Act a little weird sometimes.
Be 'insane' sometimes.
Act stupid sometimes.
Laugh at the idiots who stare at you thinking you're weird.

Because you know deep inside that YOU are having fun, enjoyinh yourself and they're just moving along. Screw them. You're having fun and that's all that matters.

I never said my life wasn't sucky at some points, but I stopped caring how much it sucked. I quit whining about my misfortunes a LONG time ago because I realised that THAT is how life is. It's FULL of hardships and triumphs and failures. That's what makes anyone feel alive. The feeling of knowing that you have another day to live again to see if you can look it in the eye and survive past another day so you can go to bed at night with a feeling of sucess that you lived through a hellish day and not much phased you.

Sheep go with the flow. They do the obvious thing. If you want to wah-wah and whine and moan and weep and pretend to be depressed because life's a little hard, that makes YOU a sheep. Not the rest of us.

I stop whining a long time ago man. I quit my babyish attitude a while ago and it took a very special person to make me see that with some good tough love and righteous tap cross my head. Nuff love to him-he knows who he is. Nuff props to Waggy too for his many talks to me of wisdom.

Now I know I whine SOME times about how much life is sucking at present, but hey-we're human.

We're meant to complain sometimes, but as long as one little incident doesn't make you change your outlook on life back to the whole dark and depressy mood-you haven't changed. It's just everyone gets tired of hearing you complain. But there's a major difference when you complain and your life stays the same and YOU don't do jack crap to improve things.

I try my best to make lemonade with what lemons I get in life and I wake up and live MY life as fast as I want.
How I want.
When I want.
I do what I want to do when I want to do it.
No one makes me.

I spent nearly half my life trying to not be like everyone else. I want to be different. To stand out and say that I am proud of who I am and what I do-Not do like those stupid little gothicy kids in that South Park episode. I was like that at a point and to this day I'm still disgusted with myself. But I don't care about the past anymore. Stuff happened, people came and went, people born and died. I cried-I laughed etc etc.

Life's a garden. Dig it. You reap what you sow.

To YOU Kayode I may not seem like a fully matured person but I don't care. You don't know me I know know to myself that MY life isn't like all those whiny little brats out there.

My friends closest to me know how I live and I care for them a lot. So next time-watch your comments. I'm not getting on your case or anything, I have a ton of respect for you as a human being for your way of thinking and attitude. I'd bow respectfully to you if I ever saw you in real life again. But don't put me in the grouping of those other whiny little bastards.

I may not have paid a mortgage or nursed a real wound as you put it yet, but I have my years ahead of me and a lot more experience to gain.

And I look forward to living EVERY last moment of it with a smile on my face.

Nuff respect to you Kayode.

That's my two cents.

*places $2 under a glass and goes back to trying to bear Breath Of Fire 4*                    

[Kayode]

Evangelion, if that's been your outlook on life all along then you had no need to defend the kind of people I'm talking about.

I never disparaged people who tattoo and mutilate themselves, or do "weird" things.

I'm talking about the wannabe-gothic, pseudo-depressed, idiot savants who always whining and moaning and complaining about how tough their lives are while trying to romantically live the life of some suicidal anime character.

And no, I'm not talking about Touya or Synth. :-?

Nothing's wrong with channeling some depth and inspiration from depression...it's a powerful, raw emotion. But when it defines you, and you want sympathy from people who dealing bravely with much more severe problems than you are, yuh lookin for merciless strapation.

From what you wrote there, you don't fit into that category, so doh start nutten before I hadda hit yuh a online pimp-slap. :mad:                    

[mangoseed_89]

way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
split i now seein it too
you have some porno in your sig
i not lying
even chronos right here seein it too
something to do with paris hilton                    

[~Psycho^Dunpeal~]

oooook.... where that come out from? is like from 'distubed' to porn... .wow... the world REALLY is a weird place... lol                    

[PapaSmurf]

allyuh doh spam a perfectly good thread now nah.....

For what it's worth, it's okay that you have problems and may very well be disturbed. We all get like that now and then, but it's when we want to STAY like that i get worried. Disturbed ppl don't need to see themselves as scapegoats for the Almighty's wrath, only understand that trials and tribulations only serve to make you stronger if you survive. And they don't HAVE to look at the world in a bad light...

"One of the most important decisions we will all have to make is whether we think this universe is friendly or not"

Albert Einstein - manic depressive for 10 yrs of his adult life. He got through it, so can u.                    

[~*Ashiee*~]

way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
split i now seein it too
you have some porno in your sig
i not lying  
even chronos right here seein it too
something to do with paris hilton

ok let me just say one thing about this
i have heard it
i have also seen it
but on my pc and alot others my foak sig is the one that comes up
must be the link provider
well instead of going to search for it o bring paris hilton right to you i guess
chronos i guess you can say it is my MOP sig                    

[Talib]

yeah but neway...it kool to see the way people kill themselves...like the aftermath.u know like blowin sumin up..jumpin from a building.                    

[~*Ashiee*~]

talib i think what you just said is disturbing lol

but i guess things appeal to different people                    

[Chronos]

you know what i find amusing? The same ppl who posted so sympathetically in the Hurt thread and the other manic depressive threads are now ready to crucify their fellow gamerz in this one......Look at hypocrisy nah.

LOL

CRUCIFY THEM!!!!!!

hahahahahahha

i find this whole thread hilarious

 :afro:                    

[Evangelion_01]

Evangelion, if that's been your outlook on life all along then you had no need to defend the kind of people I'm talking about.

I never disparaged people who tattoo and mutilate themselves, or do \"weird\" things.

I'm talking about the wannabe-gothic, pseudo-depressed, idiot savants who always whining and moaning and complaining about how tough their lives are while trying to romantically live the life of some suicidal anime character.

And no, I'm not talking about Touya or Synth. :-?  

Nothing's wrong with channeling some depth and inspiration from depression...it's a powerful, raw emotion. But when it defines you, and you want sympathy from people who dealing bravely with much more severe problems than you are, yuh lookin for merciless strapation.

From what you wrote there, you don't fit into that category, so doh start nutten before I hadda hit yuh a online pimp-slap. :mad:

So what are you saying? That you consider me one of those who beg and whine for sympathy from everyone for the insignificant stuff that happens in my life? And like I said-I'm not trying to 'start nutten' okay. I'm just defending myself against everyone else's sterotypes. I KNOW to myself that I don't belong in that whiny little bastard category. If to you-I look like someone else-so be it. I'm not gonna waste valuable typing energy to try to change your perspective of me. But let it be known-you wanna call me something and sterotype me then I will defend myself-come hell or high water. And I will put an argument back over and over until I declare myself right. No one gives anyone the right to judge someone else when they don't know them personally.

Depression does not define me. I use it in my writing work at times, but I see over review of past stuff-it seems I overused it to the point of saturation, so now my old work looks like the same gothicy wannabe writing. But I've seen how to use it these days in amounts that can be inpirational and moving to an extent-so change I must my style of writing.

Well I just added more to my statement. Let's hear you now.                    

[Kayode]

So what are you saying?

Evangelion, if that's been your outlook on life all along then you had no need to defend the kind of people I'm talking about.

Why you putting yourself in this bachannal for? I just dismissed you as someone I was NOT talking to or about.                    

[PapaSmurf]

Allyuh i don't think it's good to present a divided front among the moderators of the forums. This argument should be taken elsewhere, like to a private msn chat.                    

[perfectdrug]

...ppl...i cyah read all these long post...
...i get restless rel fast...

so if i repeat anything that was said already excuse me...

1) tattooes and piercings are kewl...it's my body i do what the hell i want with it...

2) death metal is my preference...deal with it...

3) 'dog collars' are like any other piece of jewellry...if i put a gold chain on my dog...will u stop wearing gold chains...

4) so we are ignorant because we follow marilyn manson and worship the devil...but those who follow the writers of the bible and worship god arent ignorant...

5) how do you differentiate the person who has ADD from those who dont...

6) people are allowed to change how they feel...if today they feel happy and gay...who knows...maybe this evening their mother died and now they are depressed...

7) i say ppl shouldnt have to be sheep and follow what is 'accepted' by society...guess what the majority is not always right...                    

[Waggy]

...ppl...i cyah read all these long post...
...i get restless rel fast...

so if i repeat anything that was said already excuse me...

1) tattooes and piercings are kewl...it's my body i do what the hell i want with it...

2) death metal is my preference...deal with it...

3) 'dog collars' are like any other piece of jewellry...if i put a gold chain on my dog...will u stop wearing gold chains...

4) so we are ignorant because we follow marilyn manson and worship the devil...but those who follow the writers of the bible and worship god arent ignorant...

5) how do you differentiate the person who has ADD from those who dont...

6) people are allowed to change how they feel...if today they feel happy and gay...who knows...maybe this evening their mother died and now they are depressed...

7) i say ppl shouldnt have to be sheep and follow what is 'accepted' by society...guess what the majority is not always right...

HELL YEAH!!! \m//