I believe that when you can't be there for someone that matters the world to you, then you have failed in the worst way possible....
"Why don't I believe? Because I've gotten a glance of the bigger picture through what I've learnt. And because of my own personal experiences. A combination of both, but either one would have eaten away at my faith eventually. Why did I believe before? Because from the time I could think, before I could even walk, I was indoctrinated with Christianity. I was made to think that my very existence depended on my belief in Christ. I never asked too many questions, because I was also taught that an inquisitive mind was an enemy of faith. But when I started to ask questions seriously, and started really caring about what this whole religion thing was about, my faith was shaken. And by the time I was mature enough to really take a step back and look at the context and history of religion, my faith was more or less gone. I believe one thing totally. I believe that there are aspects of existence that we cannot understand and will never understand totally. There are forces much bigger than us in this world. I think that that religion is a weak attempt to explain those things. It's also infused with politics, ignorance, bigotry and other human weaknesses, because its a human creation through and through. All religion. That's what I believe."
there is a force that makes sense out of nonsense, and we are the ones that make it back into nonsense.
i believe love isthe worst plague ever to hit mankind